that with every step back is two steps forward...(I like to look at the glass 1/2 full)...So I had an unbelievably humbling moment today. So my boyfriend and I were looking at some pictures of us from when we were up at the cabin over the Labor Day weekend...And I got pretty sad, because I realized I have truly let myself go not to mention this morning, I put on a dress that I use to swim in and now its so tight it is uncomfortable. I am ashamed where I put myself...now, this is not a cry for help...because I am making all the right moves to change...but I need to dive deeper to why I got to where I am. And why I am so fond of yo-yo dieting...I must be; this has been a way of life for me for such a long time. And although I have committed to a better and healther me...I can't help but feel just a bit discouraged.
I'm glad that I am able to share my frustrations, because I know that others have felt the same. I have to remember this moment right here...I have to remember how very unhappy and unattractive I feel right now...and make sure that I never feel this way again. No food items is worth me feeling this way....the lessons we learn are often a blessing in disguish, I hope this is mine.
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